Y pasó el año ya, la fecha que menos quería que llegara, toco fuerte mi puerta. Tan fuerte que me derrumbó por completo, haciendo que el control que tenía sobre mi se fuera a la cresta.
Me duele tanto todavía, no lo puedo superar. Aún no puedo creer que no estás conmigo, de repente pienso "y si voy al depto. a regalonearte?" pero después recuerdo que no estás.
Te extraño a morir, tus juegos, tus peleas con la tele, tus paseos a Valparaíso en tren, tus clases de matemáticas, tu amor por los perros y gatos, tus largas caminatas, tus palabras justas y precisas y tantas otras cosas.
Vivir contigo por 16 años ha sido lejos, lo mejor que me pudo pasar en la vida, gracias a ti aprendí tantas cosas que jamás olvidaré, experiencias chistosas que pasamos juntos, momentos tristes que aprendimos a superarlos y lo más importante, aprendí a apreciarte. Para mi lejos, fuiste el mejor de todo el mundo, el mejor abuelo que pude haber tenido, nunca nadie se podrá comparar contigo.
Mi tata amado, sé que en este momento me debes estar observando, espero que estés feliz y tranquilo. Estás orgulloso de mi?
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today.
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there.
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this.
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back.
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away.
Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time.
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself...
By hurting you.
To you, mi viejito chico
